fak fak fak @#@:#@: In the past i was going to the parties, as usual i drink beer and get drunk, so friends offered me a cigarette and i took it, and it felt good, i tried it for first time... Party by party i was using couple of cigarettes, and everytime i say **** i should stop it, it's bad for my health. Even when we go together outside they offer me, but i refuse...i told myself not to do it anymore because it's bad.
And suddenly while im typing this, i felt urge while drinking coffe to smoke just one, i did it.
And now i feel guilty :/ Is my health gonna be ok? I will stop this **** !

