today im failing so much on derailing threads
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today im failing so much on derailing threads
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I miss Arcayna.
A hug would not help me; it would just prolong the pain. I wish I could just let it all go. The hurt feeling in your chest, around your heart area, when you're fighting it ever since you remember and you don't know any other way of existence. Sometimes I wish I could just cry for days and days until the tears eventually washes it away, but it's easier said that done. I have been hiding my emotions and true self for such a long time, I don't know how to cry anymore, how to let it burn.
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And here I am, on a World of Warcraft forum, this place out of the whole world, complaining about myself.
We all have problems... Anyone who says otherwise is a liar.
Wanna know the best thing about forums where you know relatively no one? You can tell them anything you like, and they can't do anything about it other than make fun of you, to themselves, through a glass computer monitor.
If anyone laughs at or makes fun of you for having problems, it's because they're too scared to admit that they themselves have problems too. Nobody should laugh at someone else's pain -- it's just rude and inhumane.
Don't feel bad. Even if your darkest times, there are things and people waiting for you in the light. Things get better, trust me -- I know what it feels like to go through an utter depression where all you want to do is curl up and bury yourself and your woes.
Just remember, things always get better. Just hang in there ~
Or keep in mind that somewhere in the world there is someone that has problems that are so much worse than yours. Problems that make everything you're crying about seem pathetic. Problems that would most likely break you as if you were the weakest person alive.
Thinking about that used to pick me up but I stopped caring so I'm RARELY ever down lol.
And sound, so at least you know you're not dead... yet.
CHOO CHOO 🚂🚂🚂
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Thinking about that used to pick me up but I stopped caring so I'm PARELY ever down lol.
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PARELY EVER DOWN
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PARELY
Also, thinking about people with problems worse than yours doesn't always work. There are times when I honestly couldn't give two ****s about anyone else (although there are two people who's wellbeing and happiness I value above my own).
My point is, Fiery ~ things will get better. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.
Search at google : python always look at the bright side of life. Its very good to see vid at yt. (to lazy to link it, life is sh*t, when you look at it)
There are very very few people that I care about and I'll help when they need it. But there are people I absolutely hate but once upon a time I told them I'll always be there for them if they needed help and I meant it. But they never ask me for help because they most likely forgot or they didn't think I meant it lol.
I tell people what they need to hear. I'm brutally honest and I don't sugar coat anything and a lot of people appreciate that. If you're trying to help someone and you try to sugar coat it all....You're just wasting your own time and their time. Most of the time people just really need to hear the truth.
My best friend, is a girl.
That's right.
She's like a sister to me, we talk about everything, she always ask for advices about everything, and says that she never had anyone who she trusted as much as me.
It feels really good that you know how much you can effect people simply by listening to them and helping them, and they simply just become a part of each others life that you don't want to forget.
This. Totally.
Some people just don't want to say things like that, but believe me, once they hear the truth, they will be enlightened about that thing, and they'll see that it's all true.