Confessions

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Originally Posted by TheDeCeiveR

Still gives me shivers!!

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"There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone; in fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing ."

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I tip my fedora to the guy who wrote this, lmao

I don't know what it is. But I love it when women call me "love". For example, this girl just came into the office and I gave her the keys to her room and she was like, "Thanks Love". And I was just like,

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Originally Posted by JoanBlackfish

Wtf are you saying. LoL is cool. Wrecking noobs with Sona is something I enjoy doing besides masterb?ªtion.

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The camera angle for LoL is the only reason I can't play it without getting frustrated, other than that I really enjoy it. And I like to jungle with Master Yi and then gank people in lanes :D

Inner conflict will soon destroy me.

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My mindÔÇÖs a nonstop tape playing and I canÔÇÖt rewind it,
You gave me a Bible and expect me to analyze it?
IÔÇÖm frustrated and you provoked it,
IÔÇÖm not reading that mother****ing book because a human wrote it,
I have a ****ing brain, you should know it.

edgy athiest bois

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Came from hospital, little fuked up, playing wow a little now, but not interesting too much :/

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Originally Posted by Bernkastel

I have a drinking problem.

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confession: I have a bunch irl friends but only 1 that i can rely on, others are just "friends" when you have cash. I love getting drunk alone!

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Originally Posted by Raytheon

I love getting drunk alone!

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You and me both brother..

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Originally Posted by Raytheon

confession: I have a bunch irl friends but only 1 that i can rely on, others are just "friends" when you have cash. I love getting drunk alone!

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Unfortunately, I don't have money issues, and everyone around me is aware of it. I'm in the same boat as you are, nothing but a faucet.
I also enjoy getting drunk alone, but there are times where it causes more harm than good.

The mind is toxic. Sometimes, alcohol helps the problem.
Sometimes, it makes it a hell of a lot worse.

I'm not a vengeful person at all. Nor am I a violent person.
But I wish I had an enemy. Just one person who deserves all the hatred I can conjure.

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Originally Posted by Bernkastel

Unfortunately, I don't have money issues, and everyone around me is aware of it. I'm in the same boat as you are, nothing but a faucet.
I also enjoy getting drunk alone, but there are times where it causes more harm than good.

The mind is toxic. Sometimes, alcohol helps the problem.
Sometimes, it makes it a hell of a lot worse.

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1) Get rid of those "friends".
2) Its ... not a proven fact, but it was stated by psychology that SOME KIND of intoxication of the mind is needed for it to distress a bit. In fact, several groups of actual nasty mother ****ing insane pro psychologies develop and analyze addiction while having a few drinks and laughs. I do drink alone some times, but I drink up to...2 , 3 glasses of whiskey. But I use it to think or to remain calm inside my world, listen to some weird music I find on some online radios. Thats a completelly different approach as to drink in order to forget. I drink ON RARE OCCATIONS in order to focus when the storm is pretty massive.

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Originally Posted by Stormtide

I'm not a vengeful person at all. Nor am I a violent person.
But I wish I had an enemy. Just one person who deserves all the hatred I can conjure.

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Try doing Art. No joke here. You can conjure very weird *** **** with art. Believe me. I have songs like...one of them is called "Experimental Brain" for instance... One of my ex's did some painting, and her painting changed a lot as how she was feeling during her life. She did some stuff that you could see pain (that was after we went appart, she left my *** btw, not really the point, but we are confessing, w/e). You could ... she started with waterfalls and beautiful ****, and the last one I saw was a pic she sent me of a drawing of a black flower with some kind of surrealism that made it feel like dying. Believe me, you can conjure all kinds of **** with art. You just need to find YOUR art.

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Originally Posted by Garaleos

Try doing Art. No joke here. You can conjure very weird *** **** with art. Believe me. I have songs like...one of them is called "Experimental Brain" for instance... One of my ex's did some painting, and her painting changed a lot as how she was feeling during her life. She did some stuff that you could see pain (that was after we went appart, she left my *** btw, not really the point, but we are confessing, w/e). You could ... she started with waterfalls and beautiful ****, and the last one I saw was a pic she sent me of a drawing of a black flower with some kind of surrealism that made it feel like dying. Believe me, you can conjure all kinds of **** with art. You just need to find YOUR art.

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I know man, thanks for the advice tho.
But it's alright tho, it's character thing. I can't hate another person, because I wanna understand them before I do anything, see the world through their eyes.
The only way for me to hate anyone, is when a person I care about has made an enemy somewhere.

Anyway, usually if I'm upset, I write a bit, or just randomly talk to people.

I feel sad because I cannot seem to find an old toy. I was only 3 when I got it, and I had it all this time... suddenly it just disappeared. It's been a month! I really miss seeing it at least.

i got such a low libido, im more interested in good food than pretty women.

whenever i hangout with my best friend and another friend, they play this low game when we are outside:
"would you bang/**** this girl"
and i think to myself:
are you guys so simple minded and nothing better to talk about but play this undignified and degrading game?