Damn...
In my childhood, around 5-6 years old, I loved to draw, doodle around the paper for hours, that made me really happy. My mother used to tell me stories about how I wouldn't want to do stuff because I wanted to draw, for example, instead of watching TV I would draw. My mother always complimented me on how I drew (Duh, she's a mother) and I kinda liked it since I loved to draw. She said that I was like my dad, he could draw amazing stuff... With the years I lost something, the will to draw perhaps, whatever it is that I lost, until today I did not find it... Each time I drew something, I was just saddened that it did not work out as I wanted it to be... As the time flew (middle school and college) I just lost the happiness in it, all I did was draw someone elses art, "re-draw" their art, and each time I looked at it, I felt bad and not really proud or anything... So a few years ago I just said to myself: "If I ever take a pen into my hand again I will not try draw someone elses art therefore I am not going draw anything at all". Even today, when I open Deviantart, for some reason, instead of being encouraged I am actually discouraged by the amazing work others do. I never wanted to draw again and I still don't want to...
This video... Your artwork... I don't know why, seeing your (I am talking to your Marazhu <3) art makes me happy somehow. This video you showed us reminded me of my childhood where it was fun to draw, where the happiness bursted out of me the moment I drew something...
Thank you, Marazhu, you just maybe gave me inspiration to start anew, from the beginning, from scratch, from the time where I was happy...
<3