1.   July 10, 2013  
    Mahati's Avatar
    Mahati
    Guest
    So many disturbing things happened in the last week ...

    I just hope I won't break down.
    Quote Quote
  2.   July 10, 2013  
    Grymninja's Avatar
    Grymninja
    Guest
    Originally Posted by Mahati
    So many disturbing things happened in the last week ...

    I just hope I won't break down.
    Welcome back.
    Quote Quote
  3.   July 10, 2013  
    Antalar's Avatar
    Antalar
    Guest
    good to see you again.....im glad you survived this one...

    I still have no idea of the big hammer who stunned DESIRE.....
    Quote Quote
  4.   July 10, 2013  
    Mahati's Avatar
    Mahati
    Guest
    Thanks.

    I'm THIS close from running away from all this crap and live alone in the middle of a forest, away from the "civilized world". ****ing civilized world, what a joke.
    Quote Quote
  5.   July 10, 2013  
    Grymninja's Avatar
    Grymninja
    Guest
    Originally Posted by Mahati
    Thanks.

    I'm THIS close from running away from all this crap and live alone in the middle of a forest, away from the "civilized world". ****ing civilized world, what a joke.
    What happened? O.o
    Quote Quote
  6.   July 10, 2013  
    Antalar's Avatar
    Antalar
    Guest
    "civilized world" is a relative term, no one has the same definition for that....
    Quote Quote
  7.   July 10, 2013  
    Mahati's Avatar
    Mahati
    Guest
    Originally Posted by Grymninja
    What happened? O.o
    These last 2 weeks has been, hands down, the worst weeks of the worst year of my life, which is 2013.
    In the last 3 days I've seen more change in my life than I've witnessed in the last years. And none of those changes were for the good.
    Quote Quote
  8.   July 10, 2013  
    ByOdinsBeard's Avatar
    ByOdinsBeard
    Guest
    Originally Posted by Mahati
    These last 2 weeks has been, hands down, the worst weeks of the worst year of my life, which is 2013.
    In the last 3 days I've seen more change in my life than I've witnessed in the last years. And none of those changes were for the good.
    Stop dancing around the question and just tell us what happened.
    Quote Quote
  9.   July 10, 2013  
    Mahati's Avatar
    Mahati
    Guest
    Things that I can not control.
    Spoiler: Show
    I found out that my dad is cheating shamelessly on my mom. I haven't told anyone about it because as it is, my family is pretty damn torn apart. This bomb would literally ruin even the scrap that is left.


    What holds the future.
    Spoiler: Show
    I can't join the University of language and literature because of some bull**** that I won't go into detail just yet. Basically all my plans for the future are done. Gone. Fortunately, this might be solved sometime in the future, but the very idea that I have wasted some good years of my life is killing me. My existence here is too limited to screw around and sadly, I have learned it too late.


    Loved one.
    Spoiler: Show
    My gf is going to France this Friday for some 4 years or so, so it's safe to say the relationship is over. These are likely the last days I'll see her because who knows where life leads us 4 years from now...She's one of the VERY few people I've cared about in my whole damn life. I'd give an arm to go with her and I just know she'll forget about me in that **** hole that's France. A long distance relationship will absolutely never work, and I can't even blame her.

    On top of that, I just know that I won't be able to love anyone else (or rather, not be able to develop feelings for anyone else)


    Day to day realizations.
    Spoiler: Show
    I get reminded every day about all the hypocrisy and lies that goes through this world. I realized how meaningless my life is and how lonely I am in a 7 billion people world. I am literally going nowhere. All the friendships and relationships I have built, they mean nothing in the grand scheme of things.

    I'm not even sad about it all. I'm just so ... limp? I can't even find joy in anything (I probably said this before, it's an older issue).


    It may be the only good change.
    Spoiler: Show
    I've decided to go vegetarian and focus less on my physical body and more of my spirituality and beliefs. And to get this straight, it's not like I'm going to be some monk. I'll just focus less on a materialistic, western way of life and what everyone else thinks about me and focus more of my actual self.


    Oh boy, that was good, letting it all out.
    Quote Quote
  10.   July 10, 2013  
    Grymninja's Avatar
    Grymninja
    Guest
    Well that sucks. Sorry Negan. :/
    Quote Quote
  11.   July 10, 2013  
    Antalar's Avatar
    Antalar
    Guest
    so much bombs in really short time.....

    sorry to hear that Mir.....

    letting it out is the 1st step, now, to start the changes :)
    Quote Quote
  12.   July 10, 2013  
    Antalar's Avatar
    Antalar
    Guest

    Revival (Jul 2013 A)
    Quote Quote
  13.   July 10, 2013  
    DamnOriginal's Avatar
    DamnOriginal
    Banned
    Spoiler: Show
    Originally Posted by Mahati
    Things that I can not control.
    Spoiler: Show
    I found out that my dad is cheating shamelessly on my mom. I haven't told anyone about it because as it is, my family is pretty damn torn apart. This bomb would literally ruin even the scrap that is left.


    What holds the future.
    Spoiler: Show
    I can't join the University of language and literature because of some bull**** that I won't go into detail just yet. Basically all my plans for the future are done. Gone. Fortunately, this might be solved sometime in the future, but the very idea that I have wasted some good years of my life is killing me. My existence here is too limited to screw around and sadly, I have learned it too late.


    Loved one.
    Spoiler: Show
    My gf is going to France this Friday for some 4 years or so, so it's safe to say the relationship is over. These are likely the last days I'll see her because who knows where life leads us 4 years from now...She's one of the VERY few people I've cared about in my whole damn life. I'd give an arm to go with her and I just know she'll forget about me in that **** hole that's France. A long distance relationship will absolutely never work, and I can't even blame her.

    On top of that, I just know that I won't be able to love anyone else (or rather, not be able to develop feelings for anyone else)


    Day to day realizations.
    Spoiler: Show
    I get reminded every day about all the hypocrisy and lies that goes through this world. I realized how meaningless my life is and how lonely I am in a 7 billion people world. I am literally going nowhere. All the friendships and relationships I have built, they mean nothing in the grand scheme of things.

    I'm not even sad about it all. I'm just so ... limp? I can't even find joy in anything (I probably said this before, it's an older issue).


    It may be the only good change.
    Spoiler: Show
    I've decided to go vegetarian and focus less on my physical body and more of my spirituality and beliefs. And to get this straight, it's not like I'm going to be some monk. I'll just focus less on a materialistic, western way of life and what everyone else thinks about me and focus more of my actual self.


    Oh boy, that was good, letting it all out.


    My advice is get high and stop being such a downer.
    Quote Quote
  14.   July 10, 2013  
    Shiina's Avatar
    Shiina
    Banned
    Does anyone know if it's possible to get Oracles rep on Warsong?
    Quote Quote
  15.   July 10, 2013  
    Grymninja's Avatar
    Grymninja
    Guest
    Originally Posted by Shiina
    Does anyone know if it's possible to get Oracles rep on Warsong?
    Hey Daniel, long time no see.
    Quote Quote
« Previous Topic | Next Topic »

Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts
  •  

Forum Rules