Geez, these past 2 weeks I've had to go to the city almost every day :/
Damn School...
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I've been so depressed lately, it's killing my productivity and will to go on. Sleeping 10+ hours a day, not willing to even get out of bed, not even to get on PC which is something almost unheard of. I just feel sad all the time and this pain in the stomach area. I just feel (know) that no one genuinely likes me and people that do act this way by being just generally respectful or not rude. I have nobody substantial to call a real friend, only acquaintances and whenever I try to reach for comfort I just get the usual "chin up" response or the thoughtless "it sucks".
I just want to rant.
You need some CS:go in your life.
overrated shooter that is all the rage these days. No thanks.
>overrated shooter
>hipster
>i'm different
>look at me
>I like things most people don't
>I use kek instead of lol
>kek
I got the same problem,if you find solution let me know
Same here, or at least I used to feel that way. I always wrote down how I feel in detail, sounds kinda lame but once you realize exactly how you feel, you can figure out why you feel that way and do something about it. Venting and ranting helps too. If you have nobody to vent to, write it to yourself. I'd suggest going on walks, to the woods. Fresh air and nature helped me (even though 99% of the time I hate the countryside) but don't go for a walk when it's after 7pm and really dark and you're exceptionally depressed because you might do try to do something you regret, or it might end with people seeing you and calling the police- that's a story I don't want to get into but nothing good happens when you go into the woods late at night, don't do that. Go in the daytime. The scenery is pretty damn good.
Music helps. Look up some new artists/bands, and get really psyched. Read some literature. Try something creative. Get a punchbag, it will make your life. I spend two hours in the gym every damn day, mentally, it helps a lot. I don't have any real friends either. I've been friends with the same people for 10 years- but I've undergone SO many personality changes over the past few years. I no longer relate to them and don't have anything in common with them anymore, they actually piss me off now but I can't just ditch them and make new friends- I have friends back at Uni though but I don't feel close to them yet. You don't need any close friends, and you don't need to feel bad for not having them. As long as you have people to talk to, it's cool. And we'll all talk to you <:
You think people don't like you, but they probably do; and if they don't, **** them. You haven't even started living your own life yet. When I joined the forums most people hated me because I was such a depressing weirdo, now I've grown the **** up and probably got a little cocky; it's all about having confidence and trying to be positive when life ****s you over. You can PM me and rant whenever. I'm not half bad c;
You should try to push to see someone professional or try surrounding yourself with positive family/friends. Sometimes when we are depressed, our mind is clouded from getting any help. It may seem useless or no hope. Excluding negative people around you helps. Sometimes negative people can be a weight on us and fueling the fire. Try to do things you once remembered that made you happy. Becoming happy again is a gradual thing, like a train, it needs to build up the momentum. Otherwise, you might be stuck in the depression hole. Keep pushing.
This is really sound advice. Sometimes, depression can actually not be due to any particular event happening in your life, and it might be the result of something such as a hormonal imbalance, in which case you should seek professional help. I would also add that exercising can be hugely beneficial. Also, I know you might not want to get out, but sometimes you have to just will yourself to go out and experience new things.
I agree, especially working out. Building up good self esteem or confidence will help a lot making yourself feel great about yourself! Sometimes our love ones can't wash away ALL of the depression, and we need to be the one to make ourself happy again. But like I said, unfortunately it will most likely take time to build up momentum. Just keep telling your self it will get better. (:
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no kidding.
not gonna lieI'm happy with it
Edited: July 13, 2015
I broke my keyboard.
Now I own a swag new Enter key..
RIP K800 2014 - 2015.
Now to go buy Keyboard Number 5, probably a Ducky Zero with MX Cherry Browns.
Laptop Keyboard 2012-2012
Cherry MX 3.0 2012-2013
Logitech K360 2013-2014
Logitech K800 2014-2015
Edited: July 13, 2015
Hold it right there Jyxi! You think I'll allow you to hurt anymore keyboards! I'll report you to the "international keyboard welfare group"
Same keyboard I have. :D I had a nice glow gaming keyboard, but I spilt Red Bull on it. RIP. :<