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Suzy made me do it. I swear. She dared me to do it. I'm too spineless and I have too much social anxiety to start something like this on my own.
Anyways. This is a closed RP between myself and SunMace. Bystanders, please don't respond to this thread in-character, because you will be ignored, and you will gain a negative approval rating from everyone who clearly frickin' knows better. Otherwise, feel free to read and enjoy.
(Also, Trist, this starter kind of got away from me, omg, please don't feel pressured to match my length, I'm so sorry, please forgive)
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She didn't sleep.
She didn't let herself sleep. Not for a moment. Not for an instant. Days had passed since their standoff in Loch Modan, and together they'd forded through treacherous terrain and hostile territory, with only each other to guard and protect one another. And still Lysarra refused to let her guard down. She was forced to travel with Trist'in. But he couldn't force her to trust him.
She'd given that to him willingly, despite all her instinct warning her against it... And look at where that choice got her.
The Burning Steppes was no place for a couple of wayward elves, but south was where she needed to go, and this is where south took her. It was too perilous a risk to travel at night, so despite how dangerous it was to stop, they had little choice in the matter. At the very least, Lys would have no problem taking watch, what with her pressing insomnia quickening her blood and keeping her eyes open... And fixed on the elf that rested beside her.
She could kill him. Lys always kept a dagger in her pouch, always ready to protect herself in some way if magic failed. One swift stab, and she'd be rid of him. These were the thoughts that echoed in her mind during any moments of solitude, burning with anger and hatred at how he'd betrayed and manipulated her. How she let herself be betrayed and manipulated! Any time she closed her eyes, she could see his smug little smile as he held her fast and bound her wrists, she could feel his touch as he picked her up and pushed her around... She could feel his breath on her face, as he spoke her father's name, and told her of how he planned on turning her in. She could kill him. Every time she thought of it, she was reminded of how much she wanted to kill him.
But, at the same time... she didn't. Not really. Lys had only ever killed one elf before - and it came without pleasure. So long as Trist'in kept his word and kept his nose out of her business, he could keep his life. Lys had no interest in death. All she wanted was to live...
And so far, she had to begrudgingly admit, Trist'in had done a fantastic job helping her out in that regard. Hate him though she may, Lys knew she'd never survive the journey on her own. Moreover, she was fairly certain he'd never have survived half their trials without her, either. So perhaps there was a mutual respect there. Somewhere. Maybe. At the very least, it was another incentive to not kill him - and perhaps the same went for him.
In the darkest hours of the evening, Lys conjured a small flame in the palm of her hand, and watched it dart and dance between her fingers. Something to occupy her eyes and mind, lest she succumb to sleep's sweet embrace. Still, she kept watching the other elf out of the corner of her eye, waiting to see if he stirred or slept...