Confessions

[CruleD]

I feel pity on people in here.

[Gabrantus]

I came to the conclusion that I must be extremely intelligent, because I'm constantly depressed.

[DoomStrike]

.....constantly?

[Gabrantus]

.....constantly?

As in "there's no stop to it". There's a pause sometimes, but lately my depressive moments have been longer and longer...

[DoomStrike]

As in "there's no stop to it". There's a pause sometimes, but lately my depressive moments have been longer and longer...

Cheer up!!! :D Stop thinking about the worst and start living for the best.

[Clovis]

Cheer up!!! :D Stop thinking about the worst and start living for the best.

Depressive disorder is a clinical condition, like the flu or cancer. You can't just cheer yourself up out of it.

[Lawl]

IRC anyone?

12:00 Grymninja: back!
12:02 Lollerskatez: I'VE GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION TO MAKE
12:02 Lollerskatez: I'm your fool
12:02 Andreiul: wazuuuuuuuuuuuup?
12:02 Lollerskatez: EVERYONE'S GOT THEIR CHAINS TO BREAK
12:02 Lollerskatez: Holding you
12:02 Lollerskatez: Were you born to resist or be abused?
12:02 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:03 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:03 Lollerskatez: Are you gone and onto someone new?
12:03 Lollerskatez: I NEEDED SOMEWHERE TO HANG MY HEAD
12:03 Lollerskatez: WITHOUT YOUR NOOSE
12:03 Lollerskatez: YOU GAVE ME SOMETHING THAT I DIDN'T HAVE
12:03 Lollerskatez: But had no use
12:04 Lollerskatez: I WAS TOO WEAK TO GIVE IN
12:04 Lollerskatez: TOO STRONG TO LOSE
12:04 Lollerskatez: MY HEART IS UNDER ARREST AGAIN
12:04 Lollerskatez: But I break loose
12:04 Lollerskatez: MY HEAD IS GIVING ME LIFE OR DEATH
12:04 Lollerskatez: But I can't choose
12:05 Lollerskatez: I SWEAR I'LL NEVER GIVE IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNN
12:05 Lollerskatez: I REFUSE
12:05 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:05 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:05 Andreiul: is this a song?
12:05 Lollerskatez: HAS SOMEONE TAKEN YOUR FAITH? ITS REAL, THE PAIN YOU FEEL.
12:05 Lollerskatez: YOU TRUST, YOU MUST
12:05 Lollerskatez: CONFESS
12:06 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:06 Lollerskatez: HAS SOMEONE TAKEN YOUR FAITH? ITS REAL, THE PAIN YOU FEEL
12:06 Lollerskatez: THE LIFE, THE LOVE YOU'D DIE TO HEAL
12:06 Lollerskatez: THE HOPE THAT STARTS THE BROKEN HEARTS
12:06 Lollerskatez: YOU TRUST, YOU MUST...CONFESS
12:06 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:07 Andreiul: ...someone is suffering
12:07 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:07 Lollerskatez: I've got another confession my friend
12:07 Lollerskatez: I'm no fool
12:07 Lollerskatez: I'm getting tired of starting again. Somewhere new
12:08 Lollerskatez: Were you born to resist or be abused?
12:08 Andreiul: ))
12:08 Lollerskatez: I swear I'll never give in
12:08 Lollerskatez: I refuse
12:08 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:08 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?
12:08 Lollerskatez: HAS SOMEONE TAKEN YOUR FAITH? ITS REAL, THE PAIN YOU FEEL
12:08 Lollerskatez: YOU TRUST, YOU MUST...CONFESS
12:09 Lollerskatez: IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST OF YOU?

[ByOdinsBeard]

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Eddie Mack: Louie, look me in the eye and tell me I have one good reason to live.

Louie: [a long pause] No.

Eddie Mack: See, you got nothin'.

Louie: No. No, I'm not - I'm not playin' that. I'm not doin' it.

Eddie Mack: Whadda you mean.

Louie: I mean - I mean **** you, man. I got my reasons to live. I worked hard to figure out what they are; I'm not just handin' 'em to you. Okay? You want a reason to live? Have a drink of water and get some sleep. Wake up in the morning and try again like everybody else does.

Eddie Mack: Yeah, yeah, yeah: "tough love."

Louie: Nah, no love. Okay? More like "tough not givin' a **** anymore," Eddie. If you wanna - If you wanna tap out 'cause your life is ****... You know what, it's not *your* life. It's life. It's - life is bigger than you, it's - if you can imagine that. Life isn't somethin' that you possess, it's somethin' that you take part in, and you witness.

Eddie Mack: [laughing] You are - You are so excited right now, that you get to give the big speech. You would love to be the guy that talks this loser - who you never think about - outta suicide so you can feel better about yourself. This is not about you, Louie. This is just me sayin' good-bye. It was nice to know ya when I knew ya.

;~;

[Gabrantus]

Depressive disorder is a clinical condition, like the flu or cancer. You can't just cheer yourself up out of it.

Exactly. It's annoying when people always tell me to think nice things, cheer up, do stuff that cheers me up. The thing is, it's nigh-impossible to do those things when you're depressed, because you can't find any motivation to do those things.

[Link]

Exactly. It's annoying when people always tell me to think nice things, cheer up, do stuff that cheers me up. The thing is, it's nigh-impossible to do those things when you're depressed, because you can't find any motivation to do those things.

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[Marazhu]

Isn't jyxi clinically depressed? I wonder how she feels about people constantly telling her that. Prozac ftw

[FieryRedHair]

DoomStrike, it is easier said than done. If you do not suffer from depression, it is truly impossible for you to understand the way we feel. Telling to cheer up will never help a depressed person. Anyone else would probably think that you are right and that they should do things that they enjoy and will forget about their sorrows in a few days, even hours, but I repeat, it will ~never help~ a depressed person.
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I am talking straight from experience because I am also afflicted and more often than not, I feel like there is no reason for me to ever wake up again and face the reality. The nights are the worst because for some reason, I am at my lowers point, emotionally speaking. All of my emotions are like amplified, and because I feel bad most of the time, I just feel worse. By the time I finally go to sleep, I am nothing more but an emotional wreck. When I wake up, I usually feel so bad, spiritually and mentally, that I am half-thinking about locking myself in my flat and never leaving.
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Also, understand that a depressed person knows that he/she is depressed; reminding them that fact will only make them feel worse about themselves and everything else.

[Gabrantus]

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Trippin' balls won't solve my problems.

[Orphic]

I confess that it has taken me far too long to realize what a royal screwup I can be.

[Antalar]

i think everybody...has some mess on his/her life....