I believe it is time that I should address everyone, since there has probably been many rumours going around, and I wish to despell them now. I don't expect this to be around long enough to get replies, but I don't want to talk privately about this, I want this aired to everyone, you are my friends, to some I consider family. So you all deserve the right to see this.
About 6 weeks ago, You all know I left the guild on my DK to do PvE, and I took her to Myrmidons. This gave me the chance to look at the guild from an outsiders point of view. After spending a long time inside, being on the outside looking in I could see the faults that we can't see ourselves.
The guild was turning into drama, sometimes making me not wish to come online, fighting in guild, people being rude to each other and the lack of respect for those of authority. The general backstabbing amongst people made it unbearable sometimes.
We were meant to be a group of people who shared the same passion for PvP, not to be at each others throats. I remember we used to be like family, those of us who remember that, Bell, Ily, Hell, Izzy, Roxy, Smmoren, Twiggi, to name just a few. We used to be so close. The synergy we shared was incomparable and when we worked together we were a force not to be messed with.
I don't know exactly what caused the breakdown of this, maybe it was the introduction of too many new people, but it started to crumble in my eyes. Weakness began to show and nothing seemed to be done about it. How could be go from the best and strongest guild on Sarg to a bunch of drama ridden fighters?
After people started questioning my loyalty towards the guild, I soon noticed that trust was something people didn't understand nor give. I left one night on my Paladin and transferred to Alliance, even changed my name, so I couldn't be found. I didn't want to put up with the drama, it was making me want to quit completely, this seemed my only answer. Since then I felt like I have been betrayed by a few people. I have made up with one of them, after a very lengthy and upsetting argument on the molten forum. But there still feels as if I have lost my family. I don't want you guys to hate me, I left because it was best for me at the time. I am not mentally stable, and I couldn't cope with another bad episode like I had before I joined the guild from Alliance in the first place.
I don't know what's completely going on in guild, but I've heard a lot of bad things since I left, coming from both factions, and I am honestly worried about the guild. I may not be there by WOHL was part of my life and that's not something I want to completely let go of. But it seems there is a lot that isn't helping, The constant fighting on the Molten Forum, not only makes the individual look bad but the guild too. There are many innocent people in guild who do not deserve to be tarnished because of a few individuals. I don't want to have to hear stories of how WOHL died just like LOB did, I don't want to hear that you guys failed at being the best, because you are. You DESERVE to be praised. But your not.
It took a lot for me to write this out, both emotionally and physically. You deserve to read this and have your own opinion. it's s shame I have to post this like this, as I am unable to log in anymore, but I completely understand, as I left without saying anything. I hope this answers any questions you may have, if not I will answer any as honestly as I have written this.
There is one thing I used to say to my arena team. "One strong team, no matter how small, can take out an entire army" Go out there and prove that to the world. Sargeras needs you and know from the depths of my heart I am behind you, even if I am not there to walk with you by your side..
Sorry this is so long.
Jyx
Member
