Confessions

[Mahati]

Let's all cry about our ****.

Renderr, you suffer of what I call "first world problems"

[Antalar]

boo hoo?

[Gabrantus]

Let's all cry about our ****.

Renderr, you suffer of what I call "first world problems"

Some people just can't help it. It was only few years ago when I refused to talk to anyone because I thought I was too ****ty to deserve anyone's friendship. Guess why? Because I was alone against an entire school. When I was bullied, the teachers didn't do crap about it. When I took matters in my own hands, I was the bad one. I was literally getting detention for getting bullied.

I has a sad (again).
It'd be nice if you read the spoiler part but I doubt it.

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Recently I've been trying to work on my insecurities again, like by posting on this forum.
I've been cheated on a couple of times for no reason that I'm aware of, and this obviously left some scars.
At start I was just a pile of misery, which I started to heal from after quite some time.
Lately, all the insecurities have come back like a big tsunami and I feel like complete **** again.

I feel unworthy of anything, even my relationship which is pretty much the best thing I've got.
Ofcourse my boyfriend tells me that he loves me and that I'm beautiful, and all the other obligated things.
But lately, pretty much all I do is cry.. When I feel insecure I try to tell myself that I'm okay the way I am, that I am worthy of my relationship and that everything is okay. This unfortunately only makes me tear up more. My boyfriend feels that it's his fault, he doesn't understand it's the result of being bullied for 9 years straight. Which makes him feel bad ofcourse. I'm afraid my insecurities will ruin all that I have at the moment.

Does anyone have any idea how to start feeling better about yourself, and believing you're worth stuff?
How to deal with waves of sadness and insecurities? Or atleast how to not burst into tears all the time?

Thanks.


Sorry for the emo-crap.

The only one who can raise your self-esteem is yourself. There's really nothing I can tell you that could make you feel better. You just either get tired of it and start believing in yourself, or just succumb to self-pity. It's your choice.

[Mahati]

Some people just can't help it. It was only few years ago when I refused to talk to anyone because I thought I was too ****ty to deserve anyone's friendship. Guess why? Because I was alone against an entire school. When I was bullied, the teachers didn't do crap about it. When I took matters in my own hands, I was the bad one. I was literally getting detention for getting bullied.

We all face our own demons and tough times. Complaining about your new 5k $ PC or other **** like that is simply ******ed. Not that Renderr is doing that, but her problems aren't anywhere close to what the real world can offer.

My point, people should toughen up, generally speaking. I rage with the anger of a thousand gods when I see people committing suicide because of a breakup.

[Gabrantus]

We all face our own demons are tough times. Complaining about your new 5k $ PC or other **** like that is simply ******ed. Not that Renderr is doing that, but her problems aren't anywhere close to what the real world can offer.

My point, people should toughen up, generally speaking. I rage with the anger of a thousand gods when I see people committing suicide because of a breakup.

It's easy to feel insecure over yourself in a world that hides danger.

[ByOdinsBeard]

Official nicknames;

Gabratus - Gabby, The Gab, Gabster
Mirulir - Mir, Negan
Irida - IrdA
Myrrh - Myrrh
Lollerskatez - Dick

[Renderr]

We all face our own demons and tough times. Complaining about your new 5k $ PC or other **** like that is simply ******ed. Not that Renderr is doing that, but her problems aren't anywhere close to what the real world can offer.

My point, people should toughen up, generally speaking. I rage with the anger of a thousand gods when I see people committing suicide because of a breakup.

I agree on the fact that committing suicide isn't the way.
I'm sorry my problems aren't good enough for you, maybe this problem isn't all that the 'real world' has to offer, but I've been through way worse for you to judge that from this story.

woops, my bad.

[Sanghelios]

Official nicknames;

Gabratus - Gabby, The Gab, Gabster
Mirulir - Mir, Negan
Irida - IrdA
Myrrh - Myrrh
Lollerskatez - Dick

You - Ballsack

[ByOdinsBeard]

You - Ballsack

I will also accept RichardCheese or BYOB

[helzz]

Official nicknames;

Gabratus - Gabby, The Gab, Gabster
Mirulir - Mir, Negan
Irida - IrdA
Myrrh - Myrrh
Lollerskatez - Dick

I like Loller's

[Grymninja]

I like Loller's

So I'm not alone!

[Lawl]

I also like mine :|

[ByOdinsBeard]

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why do I find these funny

[Iridia]

why do I find these funny

so fanny soperb

[ByOdinsBeard]